dont tell me what i lose or gain its a lose lose situation to be in any case if your a religion weirdo, you gain inner peace, tranquility , love for man, (all that) .. however in my short years of existance.. all ive seen is religious hypocracy in the way religious people act towards others and towards themselves, they preach peace but can not even give it themselves, they are usualy school yard bullies even in there adult life, fighiting for justification to remain the way they are