PoLiX Posted January 27, 2007 Report Posted January 27, 2007 Just need some time away. I haven't actually cried in as long as I can remember as much as I have today. It didn't hit me how much I missed my friend Mike until everyone was together, and I realized in full, he wasn't there, and never would be again. I mean !@#$%^&*, my eyes are all blurry typing this. I've never seen so many grown men cry, myself included. Probably 50-60 people, and not a single dry eye in the building. I've lost a friend, a great aunt, and a great grandmother in just 8 days time. My mom always told me Everything Has a Reason, but what is this reason? How do you reason so much death? I just don't want my emotions to get the best of me when someone pisses me off. Out for now.
AceSpades Posted January 27, 2007 Report Posted January 27, 2007 Sorry to hear that man. We all go through this once in a while so don't take the "why me" approach. That just gets you down more. I'm sure these people wouldn't like to see you upset like this.
L.C. Posted January 27, 2007 Report Posted January 27, 2007 I've lost a friend, a great aunt, and a great grandmother in just 8 days time.Wow... That's... wow, not pleasant...
Audry Posted January 27, 2007 Report Posted January 27, 2007 Good luck with everything, take care of you.
»D1st0rt Posted January 27, 2007 Report Posted January 27, 2007 We'll hold it down for as long as you need, man.
Deathboy-evil Posted January 27, 2007 Report Posted January 27, 2007 sigh... of all things I didn't want something like this to happen to anyone else I knew in some way... For me.. I've lost just about 24 people in about 3 years time... My grandparents included.. my aunts.. uncles.. friend's.. etc. A lot of them were close to me and I know how it feels to lose someone.. so I understand how it is... my advise is just take it easy.. relax... and spend as much time as you can with all the people you love and care about.. Life's too short.. that's the lesson I've learned. As for that lesson of Everything has a reason.. I've been told that as well.. some reasons are just unexplainable.. it's hard.. so just take it easy.. Know that their in a better place and sometime in the future.. you'll move on.. It's ok to think about them.. so don't hesitate.. just relax and look at what's in front of you.. who means the most.. Life's about learning from our mistakes.. so spend as much time as you can with those who mean a lot to you.. because you never know when they'll be gone. And of all things, people, don't say "that sucks" .. it really doesn't help.. Sorry to hear that man. We all go through this once in a while so don't take the "why me" approach. That just gets you down more. I'm sure these people wouldn't like to see you upset like this. hmm, when it happened to me... I later on became so fed up with everything.. how many people I had lost... that eventually.. I took that course .. "Why me" without even being able to control it.. so yeah.. sometimes it's not as easy as you think..
PoLiX Posted January 27, 2007 Author Report Posted January 27, 2007 Thanks guys. It was just a !@#$%^&*ty day, and night, and I came here to PMs of people whinin and !@#$%^&*in about !@#$%^&*, and it wasn't really what i needed. Doing better today. It just didn't have the full impact til yesterday, seeing his gf finally just breakdown in out of control crying. And seeing men cry and barely be able to finish their toast to him, it just got to everyone. We we're all happy and drinking and having a good time like he had wanted it to be, but when it was all over, like most of us who've talked today have said, it kind of just finally hit ya, he wasn't there having a good time with us all. And then the other deaths, just piled onto it, like why... But i'll be cool, and i'll drop in still, but just not in the mood to deal with people and their !@#$%^&* right now. So take it elsewhere, or shove it.
Confess Posted January 29, 2007 Report Posted January 29, 2007 Everything does have a purpose, I recall just this summer when I lost a friend of mine to a fire. His name was Sean. His wife and him got a divorce about a month or two before, and a month before a friend of his had died. He was living in a Government apartment building, and the fire alarms did not go off. The fire department ruled it as a suicide, however the final decision truly was never really looked into. This brings me to my point. Everyone is part of a plan. We are all set on this Earth to worship, follow, and glorify God. When our last glorification has been done, God decides to call us up. Everything you do leads into God's plan. You may not understand why your friend died, but God does. Perhaps the reason that this friend died, was so that you could post this. Perhaps it happened, so that you could find Him; I dont know. But I do know that it is all in God's hands. God Bless,Confess+
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