sigh... of all things I didn't want something like this to happen to anyone else I knew in some way... For me.. I've lost just about 24 people in about 3 years time... My grandparents included.. my aunts.. uncles.. friend's.. etc. A lot of them were close to me and I know how it feels to lose someone.. so I understand how it is... my advise is just take it easy.. relax... and spend as much time as you can with all the people you love and care about.. Life's too short.. that's the lesson I've learned. As for that lesson of Everything has a reason.. I've been told that as well.. some reasons are just unexplainable.. it's hard.. so just take it easy.. Know that their in a better place and sometime in the future.. you'll move on.. It's ok to think about them.. so don't hesitate.. just relax and look at what's in front of you.. who means the most.. Life's about learning from our mistakes.. so spend as much time as you can with those who mean a lot to you.. because you never know when they'll be gone. And of all things, people, don't say "that sucks" .. it really doesn't help.. hmm, when it happened to me... I later on became so fed up with everything.. how many people I had lost... that eventually.. I took that course .. "Why me" without even being able to control it.. so yeah.. sometimes it's not as easy as you think..